Day 3: 09/09/12

So you know those books sitting on the floor in that bag? Well things have changed and they are now sitting next to me on my bed. So you should all be proud that I acutely picked up the bag of books. Now i have finally figured out one of the reasons why they scare me. They are massive books. Let me do some figuring here.

For three sets of books I have a grand total of: 1,578 pages! Ok I am the type of person who tends to hide and try to avoid painful subjects. So this "light" reading should be fun (I'm a very sarcastic person). I think I am going to start with Captivating. This is a quote from chapter one.   "The result is shame, the universal companion of woman. it haunts us, nipping at our heels, feeding on our deepest fear that we will end up abandoned and alone." - Captivating

I think that's all of our biggest fear. We are afraid of rejection. We are afraid of everyone walking away from us. Why do we crave people so much in our lives? Because with out human contact what are we? We are no better than the animals. We have love, we have devotion, care, and kindness. Feelings. If we try to handle our lives on our own how far will we get? and do we honestly want to see a world that no one cares for another? I honestly don't think we can survive without human contact we crave it and pled for it. If we try to do everything in our lives alone it will fall apart because life is to hard to deal with alone.

Weekly Goal: (I will add a goal every week and try to keep up with all of them) My goal for this week is that I will blog everyday. It won't be easy but I know I will want and need to. This is my way to reach out and ask others to help me with my life.  Ok yeah still scared.

The Cave - Mumford & Sons

Thanks,

Suz