This year has been a whirlwind year. Everything is happening at once. Sometimes I wonder if i'm worth it fighting to get back to a normal-ish (ask anyone and they will say I never was normal) life. To a point where in a year I get married and start my life with Tony. Where I don't get scared when ever someone touches me. Where I'm not worried that people can see me. Where I get back to singing and it makes me happy again.
One of my cousions has gone through a simular situation. So the other day she gave me a few books to read. They are currently about five feet away in a bag on the floor. I'm scared to open them. But that's what i'm going to do. Start with one and everyday read a chapter in it. I will post some of my thoughts and reflections on each of them on here. Hopefully everyday. I am acutely very surprised I posted today. I always start something like this than I forget and come back three months later "Oh Yeah I had a blog didn't I"
One thing I should warn you now is that I am a Catholic. So sometimes I might say scripture passages or mention certain things. Please do not take offense to what is said. Also I ask that you don't attack my beliefs. I accept and will gladly listen to yours if you will do the same for me.
Song of the day. I know I have a very odd mix of music. You should see my iTunes some time. It's quite hilarious to see everything i have.
Thanks,
Suz
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